

blubberWhy did you stop loving me in that special way? Passion faded over night and was overtaken by lust. I am not just here for the show, even though ablubber
freak show I must be. With extra skin falling over my legs and skinny red snakes swimming on my stomach. I didnt think life would change in a not so blissful way; with the arrival of a miracle created
inside my not so amazing body. I long for the days when you saw me, the real me, with tenderness and not the repulsive look I get when you see below my neck.


one and oneI don't see a distorted image of myself when I look in the mirror, Nor does my shadow seem to fall behind when I walk. Internal changes swell and pop like pressure underneath the surface, Nearly everything about what we used to be seems lost, But I am not the only boiling vessel in this life. We both seek happiness in this void that we used to hold hands through, Yet our own happiness leads us through two different paths. How can you say that I'm changing to keep my happiness happy? I do not hold our salvation alone on my back. It takes two to come around and find a common ground. Thone and one


spoken fearsIspoken fears
There was a time when I thought we were invinvible, When I thought nothing would ever break us apart. Yet every day proves me wrong, & I don't know if we'll be able to hold on through.
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There is an unspoken fear tugging at my thoughts Blinding everything inside & tearing me apart.
If getting lost means having you Willingly I will fall into the darkness. I just don't want to fall alone
And have no one to catch me on the other side.


my strengthI wish I could find the words to show you my heart. So you could see that my world is in your arms. How everything I ever wanted and more is in your eyes.my strength
I wish there was enough time in space to tell you exactly how I feel inside. So you could know how you absolutely complete me. How no one else makes these butterflies within me fly.
I wish I had the strength to give you everything I have and don't. So you could keep my heart and soul safe within your walls. I wish I could find the words to show you my heart. So you could see how everything I ever wanted and more is in your


Love Tales1.Love Tales
He was watching her breathe, when she stopped suddenly and turned towards him. In this breath, I hold a thought she said, Ill set it free once you can guess it.
And still when he sits before the sea, watching lovers cuddling, he thinks of that breath of hers.
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As she has been going down the stairs she finds that feeling returning of becoming lighter than the air above her. And then, the fear of rising up in through the block of air and reaching the floor she had started from; of finding the door, she had closed before she left, ajar; of finding him s


Saturnine, She SitsSaturnine, She Sits There's a song ripped straight from the heart Playing on her dusty radio, And there's a voice, half-forgotten On the busted, broken telephone. "All static and crackles and silence and grace... Howd we ever get so lost? How'd we ever get this way?" "Just make it stop, please, just make it Coherent, relevant, something worth believing, Something with meaning!" She screams, But it is nothing, nothing at all Like she'd envisioned it would be.Saturnine, She Sits
So...what had it been now, two years? Well, it all just mashed and jumbled, blender-tumbled Into
Kimono
Smile.
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My husband and I made a new account, and I was trying to watch you on that other one while being logged onto this one. I had you watched all along on this account up to a couple of months ago when I decided to not use this account anymore. So I'm sorry for the confusion. The account that I was trying to add you on was ~2ndsummer.
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Dont miss the GallerY
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